some lyrics.

This song could so easily have been written about my breakup with Selena, from my perspective, it's downright spooky. I've been meaning to post this for a while.

Beborn Beton has remarkably great lyrics. And they seem to write prescient songs about relationships at times; other people have noticed this too.

Anyway, here's Deeper Than The Usual Feeling by Beborn Beton, track four on "Truth".

( skip this if you don't care )

unhappy endings

And we're not speaking any more. At all.

I fail to see why I should keep in contact with someone who says she has only contempt for me.

Yes, that's right, contempt. I thought we were, you know, friends, but it would seem that she's decided that the only way to deal with this situation is to make me wrong, and a bad person. And apparently we were never friends, only acquaintances who became lovers. (How one can love without friendship I don't know.)

Oh, and apparently she never loved me in the first place.

Oddly enough, all this is making it much easier for me to stop caring -- clearly she isn't the person I thought she was.

general note.

Listen. Character defamation isn't going to help anything, and is only making people upset.

As a personal request, please keep your thoughts on Selena, if any, to yourselves, or address them to me in person if you really feel the need. I appreciate your support, but it is true that no one but she and I truly know the situation.

On another note, I do not believe that the previous post is either melodramatic or inflammatory, as it does little more than report the contents of a conversation.

I admit that I am completely perplexed by her behavior, and the things she has said to me. But it's clear that nothing can be done about the situation, and I am letting it go.