spring day blues
Mar. 21st, 2002 12:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kespernorthIt's finally acting like Spring again. That snow bullshit we've been having the last couple of days has been been a pain to deal with, and depressing to boot. Though some of the snow stuck to the trees last night and that was lovely. But still. I am very much a spring and summer person. I don't like to lose things, as ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
01flux pointed out during a conversations we had about seasons at the beginning of this Fall. I like to see creation, newness, warmth, light, beginnings.
Why the hell do I live in Rain City, then, and refuse to live anywhere else?
...I guess I'm just internally inconsistent. And it doesn't rain that much here...
My parents are coming home today. It's the end of my week of freedom. It's been nice while it lasted.
Things with insurance have yet to be worked out. They're still trying to fuck me over, and I am still trying to fuck them over, and we are just butting heads, and I just want to get on with life. Feh.
And most of my depressive posts of the last few days are still in my mind. It's a cold and a very lonely Hallelujah, it is.
But at least spring is returning. Spring and summer are the happiest times of my life. All the good stuff happens then. The turning point is usually late April or early May, building to a climax in July or August, peaking for a while, and eventually beginning to fall in October. There are brief bright points around Halloween (still my favorite holiday) and New Years (still my other favorite holiday) but things take a general downward trend at these times.
But I've nattered on enough. Read on.
01flux pointed out during a conversations we had about seasons at the beginning of this Fall. I like to see creation, newness, warmth, light, beginnings.Why the hell do I live in Rain City, then, and refuse to live anywhere else?
...I guess I'm just internally inconsistent. And it doesn't rain that much here...
My parents are coming home today. It's the end of my week of freedom. It's been nice while it lasted.
Things with insurance have yet to be worked out. They're still trying to fuck me over, and I am still trying to fuck them over, and we are just butting heads, and I just want to get on with life. Feh.
And most of my depressive posts of the last few days are still in my mind. It's a cold and a very lonely Hallelujah, it is.
But at least spring is returning. Spring and summer are the happiest times of my life. All the good stuff happens then. The turning point is usually late April or early May, building to a climax in July or August, peaking for a while, and eventually beginning to fall in October. There are brief bright points around Halloween (still my favorite holiday) and New Years (still my other favorite holiday) but things take a general downward trend at these times.
But I've nattered on enough. Read on.