OK...having calmed down, or whatever was up my ass, let me attempt to save some semblance of dignity here. You and I can talk more on a personal level...but I want to have this out in the open.
I'm not totally sure what happened last night. I think it was a combination of factors, not all of which would be readily apparent to any one else, and the mix of them came out quite sour, I'm afraid. And, sad to say, but that mix was mostly my fault. No one could have known what was gonna happen, except maybe me, and I should have damn well known better.
Bjorn, my friend, there is nothing you need to feel responsible or sorry for, nor do I ask for your support or defense...I don't deserve it. Nothing you did was worthy of reproach...instead, it is I that apologizes to you for my actions and attitude, and for placing you in the position you find yourself in.
I hope that this not only salvages whatever we might have left, but also helps keep any fallout to a minimum...which is why I wanted to place this somewhere public that I knew you would get it and others would see it.
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Date: 2002-04-07 08:06 pm (UTC)I'm not totally sure what happened last night. I think it was a combination of factors, not all of which would be readily apparent to any one else, and the mix of them came out quite sour, I'm afraid. And, sad to say, but that mix was mostly my fault. No one could have known what was gonna happen, except maybe me, and I should have damn well known better.
Bjorn, my friend, there is nothing you need to feel responsible or sorry for, nor do I ask for your support or defense...I don't deserve it. Nothing you did was worthy of reproach...instead, it is I that apologizes to you for my actions and attitude, and for placing you in the position you find yourself in.
I hope that this not only salvages whatever we might have left, but also helps keep any fallout to a minimum...which is why I wanted to place this somewhere public that I knew you would get it and others would see it.
I'm sorry, my brother.