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kespernorth) wrote2002-07-09 03:36 pm
kespernorth) wrote2002-07-09 03:36 pm
this is a hell of a lot more upbeat than the post i wanted to make this morning
You would not believe the massive emotional upheaval, reexamination of priorities and self-exhamination going through my head.
I'm pretty sure I'll be the better for it, but it's not fun at all.
Yes, I'm okay. Most of the time.
But sometimes I go down really far. I don't think I've ever been down that far. But I'm far too grounded to do anything stupid.
Thank you all for being there. Your words and actions of support have meant a great deal to me. I'm sorry I haven't been in touch with most of you to let you know I'm OK... I've been keeping away from the phone and the Net, trying to think a few things through on my own. I've had a lot to think about.
But I'm putting my life back together, with some new goals (and most of the old ones, not to worry), and getting on with things.
(If I downswing later, don't worry too much... though I may beg for advice as I pass through crisis.)
I'm pretty sure I'll be the better for it, but it's not fun at all.
Yes, I'm okay. Most of the time.
But sometimes I go down really far. I don't think I've ever been down that far. But I'm far too grounded to do anything stupid.
Thank you all for being there. Your words and actions of support have meant a great deal to me. I'm sorry I haven't been in touch with most of you to let you know I'm OK... I've been keeping away from the phone and the Net, trying to think a few things through on my own. I've had a lot to think about.
But I'm putting my life back together, with some new goals (and most of the old ones, not to worry), and getting on with things.
(If I downswing later, don't worry too much... though I may beg for advice as I pass through crisis.)