the continuing adventures
Sep. 23rd, 2005 04:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Day Two tells me that yesterday was not a fluke: I feel truly awake for the first time in a very long time. Not once did I start to nod off, not on the bus to work, not at work, not at all. And I slept through the night without waking up for the first time in at least three years.
A lot of things that I had ascribed to depression, or "growing up", or just plain getting old, seem to have been due to apnea. I feel emotions more intensely. My imagination seems more active.
I can think analytically again. Today I committed a bugfix for a software project written in a language I don't even know.
Gods, I'm so glad I did this.
A lot of things that I had ascribed to depression, or "growing up", or just plain getting old, seem to have been due to apnea. I feel emotions more intensely. My imagination seems more active.
I can think analytically again. Today I committed a bugfix for a software project written in a language I don't even know.
Gods, I'm so glad I did this.
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Date: 2005-09-23 11:18 pm (UTC)Shiny!
Date: 2005-09-23 11:19 pm (UTC)Just don't out-perky the cat. :)
Re: Shiny!
Date: 2005-09-23 11:22 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-09-24 12:34 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-09-24 12:34 am (UTC)But good on ya with regard to the feeling alive again. I'm glad it really is a continuous process.
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Date: 2005-09-24 01:44 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-09-24 02:22 am (UTC)So glad everything is going so well. *grins*
YAY!!!!!
Date: 2005-09-24 04:30 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-09-24 09:21 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-09-26 07:00 pm (UTC)That's AWESOME.
I am really happy that it's working out so well for you so far. :D
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Date: 2005-10-02 06:15 am (UTC)Sara Linde
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