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Kesper North ([personal profile] kespernorth) wrote2005-09-23 04:07 pm
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the continuing adventures

Day Two tells me that yesterday was not a fluke: I feel truly awake for the first time in a very long time. Not once did I start to nod off, not on the bus to work, not at work, not at all. And I slept through the night without waking up for the first time in at least three years.

A lot of things that I had ascribed to depression, or "growing up", or just plain getting old, seem to have been due to apnea. I feel emotions more intensely. My imagination seems more active.

I can think analytically again. Today I committed a bugfix for a software project written in a language I don't even know.

Gods, I'm so glad I did this.